Tuesday, July 31, 2012
I loved Minneapolis - we were there for a week while my husband attended a convention - but I overate there and felt extremely self-conscious. I really hate my body, I'm afraid. I also hate the way I feel when it's really hot outside and I am fat - I just want to crawl into a chair in an air-conditioned room. I don't want it to be like that anymore. I really want to be healthier and more able to do things, and look at myself in the mirror and not hate what I see. I also want to get rid of my constant backache. One day at a time, I guess. My goal is to lose 20 lbs. by the end of November - that's about 5 lbs per month.