Monday, July 30, 2012
On Saturday morning, I drafted a blog post celebrating my success in getting back to 172 pounds which was my lowest weight thus far. It didn't post properly so I thought I would try again when I got home that night. Then I spent time with friends and did a lot of driving.
On Saturday evening while driving in an unfamiliar area, I did not see a red light and hit another car in an intersection. Fortunately no one was injured but my car is ruined. And I cannot get over how stupid and fearful I feel. I don't want to drive and have not since the incident. I am weepy just talking to the insurance people and the car repair companies. I have not paid any attention to diet or exercise since it happened. I know I need to get moving but I feel immobilized. The most I can do is blog...and cry...
I have to believe it will get better but right now I feel terrible.