Too much stress and anxiety...
Monday, July 30, 2012
So last week was bad. Real bad. Too many things happened, one right after the other. I felt like I couldn't even get my feet under me. This week might be a little better, if only because I have "plans" to start taking care of everything that happened LAST week. Here's to praying nothing more happens this week, because I have ENOUGH on my plate right now.
I didn't do well with my eating, but I didn't really throw in the towel either. I took a lot of walks with the dog - so I was at least getting SOME exercise.
The dog is doing well, she is a real sweetie. She's blending in with our family really well.
My internship ends this week. Thank you Jesus. I've been searching for a job for a few months now, but now I can increase the intensity considering my availability just increased. The agency that I interview back at the end of June is, how do I put this, kind of not very "professional." It's too long of a story to write out, but suffice it to say that I am not so certain I want to work for them anymore. HOWEVER, I am so hard-up for a job that if they were to offer me one I would take it out of desperation.
I've sent in my application for my licensure to the state. Now I can start cold-calling agencies and part of my "selling features" is that the licensure process has already been started. Hopefully that will increase my marketability.
Just pray for me. I needed a job, like, yesterday. I am really, really hoping to start work sometime THIS MONTH!!!