Sunday, July 29, 2012
I have had so low energy that I have not been able to do any fun things . This has gone on for a long time. If I have any energy, I am working on business stuff or trying to clean up or out at water aerobics. Or I could be doing stuff on sparkpeople. Water aerobics and SP are both fun, I admit. But SP is sitting at the computer maybe 3 hours a day. Since retiring last November I have mostly been recuperating. That was working--till this thyroid problem hit. It is time that I get a bit more fun into my life. i am way overdue!
I am missing something. I rarely see friends or family, not even phoning them. My sister used to phone me, but I have not been at all good about phoning her. I actually think she is depressed. And I miss the chats we used to have. This fits hand in hand with me feeling lonely lately. I have been dwelling on me and hubby getting older and what would I do if one of us got really sick. He is already disabled. If I need hospitalization there is no one to care for him. This has been worrying me. more lately.
So, phoning my sister should be one of the "fun" things I do weekly.
I was reading a lot. But lately my energy has been so low that I have stopped reading books. That is a very bad sign! Let's hope the thyroid meds build up so this rectifies itself! I ALWAYS had one or two books going! Right now--none.
Friday I am taking DH to Cape Cod. I do not want to be a slug there. Yes, it is a vacation, but sleeping the day away, like I have been, is not my usual way to have a vacation. I do like to get up and out and find somewhere nice to walk and take in nature, especially on Cape Cod.
So , I need to plan some fun for next week.
That will be my next blog I think.