Saturday, July 28, 2012
I just took my time to write one of the most powerful, honest and cathartic blogs I've ever written. And when I pressed "post," the computer said that Google Chrome was down and the post was lost. But the devil is a liar. I'm not going to recreate it. It may not be written down now, but it's imprinted in my heart. I will positively affirm the essence of what I was writing. Lately, I've been contemplating lap band surgery because I've hit my all time high weight and crossed the 300 lb threshold. Not only that, I actually feel as fat as I am. This is the first time that has happened. Tomorrow, I'm laying the internal and external weight on the altar when I go to church. And on Monday, I'm scheduled to start free health coaching for 12 weeks that is offered by my job. I don't need surgery; I need my Savior. I want to live.