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I don't need surgery; I need my Savior

Saturday, July 28, 2012

I just took my time to write one of the most powerful, honest and cathartic blogs I've ever written. And when I pressed "post," the computer said that Google Chrome was down and the post was lost. But the devil is a liar. I'm not going to recreate it. It may not be written down now, but it's imprinted in my heart. I will positively affirm the essence of what I was writing. Lately, I've been contemplating lap band surgery because I've hit my all time high weight and crossed the 300 lb threshold. Not only that, I actually feel as fat as I am. This is the first time that has happened. Tomorrow, I'm laying the internal and external weight on the altar when I go to church. And on Monday, I'm scheduled to start free health coaching for 12 weeks that is offered by my job. I don't need surgery; I need my Savior. I want to live.

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X5X52000 7/30/2012 4:46PM

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TACONES 7/28/2012 4:00PM

    God do have your back. emoticon

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DIANE7786 7/28/2012 9:04AM

    Let go and let God! Your faith will help you find motivation and determination to meet your weight goal without surgery. Take advantage of all the tools He gives you, like the free health coach and great free information and motivation on this site. You can do this!

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