Friday, July 27, 2012
I thought seeing this guy offline would have been my perfect motivation.. but i guess its not. I dont wanna see someone that acts like they wanna see me.. then quits talking to me. If he does that now without even meeting me yet.. im SURE thats the kind of person he is in person. PLUS i need to keep focusing on myself any ways. I wanna start college in the next few months, Im trying to save money to move into an apartment with an old friend, im working tons of hours, PLUS im trying to reach my goal weight of 150.. Right now im 223. And meeting a guy that i might wanna end up dating is not gunna help me move forward. I really dont have time for a guy right now. If im using all my time on other things.. how will i have time for a boyfriend??!! PLUS when i reach my goal weight.. im gunna wanna get out and have fun.. meet new people. SO MY NEW MOTIVATION is to..Lose as much weight as i can b4 March 30th!! thats a full 9 months!! WHY March 30th?? Its my birthday!! And i wanna feel like a MILLION BUCKS!! I bet i could lose 60 pounds before then!! Thats ONLY 6.5 pounds a month! Thats 1.75 pounds a week!! I GOT THIS! :) especially now that im doing p90x!!!