Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Just wondering, does anyone else ever find themselves moving forward, making progress, and then bam you're right back where you were? I don't mean just with diet and exercise either. Certainly in those areas, but what about in your spiritual life, your relationships, your work life, etc? I suppose it's the age old, unanswered question...but I'm gonna ask it anyway. Why do we always/sometimes go back to the thing that has made us unhappy, That isn't who we want to be, that wasn't what we were looking for. Why CHOOSE to go back to that thing that makes us miserable? Lately, I've been doing a lot of soul searching, because frankly, I have a crap attitude. I've always been a glass half empty kind of girl, even when I try not to be. My anger, pride, and tendency to hold a grudge really get in my way. This is a huge wall
between me and God...life really. I don't HAVE to be this way, but I CHOOSE
to. Why? It's not who I wanna be. I know I need to spend some time in
prayer about said things, and God will show the way to me I'm sure...and I
just have to get my stubborn rear end into His plan. Satan get behind me!
Ain't nothing getting this girl down!