I got up this morning intending to do a lot of things, but some how I wasn't able to get the energy or motivation to do any of it. I mostly thought about how I was going to get my life back on track. When will I get to where I can maintain a lifestyle and why has so many things happened to me all at once. I guess God, has his reasons, who am I to question. I know if he brings me to it, he'll see me through it. I have to continue to have faith and not let my life's detours take me off my path to success in my health, wealth and spirit. Staying focus and never, like I mentioned before, never give up.

I read some of the blogs on the site, and I pray for people who struggle with trying to stay on their plan of getting fit. How, when they slip or fall off the wagon, they feel disappointed and can't understand how they can let something that they want so badly, be sabotaged. And then the cycle begins again. You eat the wrong things, don't exercise, and then the weight creeps back on. And before you know it, you're back to where you started. I know,...been there,..done that. I'm in that cycle right at this very moment. But, every time, I pick myself up, dust myself off, and try again. I have to remember, always, that nothing that's hard is going to be easy to do. And when you're trying to do it alone,..it's even more of a challenge to strive. I have to be strong. I have to be strong for myself and my daughter. I know what I am capable of. I know what I can do when I put my mind to it. I know that I can accomplish any goal that I set. I just have to be strong and do it. I will succeed any everything I do.