Back to tough times
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Last week I went to my book club summer party. I was wearing new slimmer clothes. Feeling great. This was at the house of the woman who pointed out to me that I had gained weight when I was at the top of my weight. (cause you know I hadn't noticed.) She is always beautiful.
Well looked at a picture taken after the party and it looked like I hadn't lost a pound in stead of 26. I felt devastated. My week since has been rough. And I daren't tell my weight loss buddy. She's doing so well, I feel embarrassed.
And next week I go to the doctor for my check up. With only about 5 pounds lost from the last time.
I also think I am sad because I haven't been able to go to aquafit. I will go tomorrow.
Oh here is my grandson coming in the door. NOW I'm not feeling so sad. I think we will go for a swim.