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Monday, July 23, 2012

Our beautiful ginger tom passed away last week. He was almost 20 and had a happy and pampered life. But of course I cried, I'm sad and I miss him.

It just hit me though that I haven't turned to food for comfort this time like I have at every other major stress in my adult life in the past. ( Which is how I put an extra 70 pounds onto my already well-padded frame over the last 10 to 15 years.) Stressed or unhappy I would treat myself to chocolate, cakes or takeaways to feel better for a little while. A habit I partly learned from my mum. I can hear her say "let's have something nice" when she was a bit down in the dumps. And it always meant fattening food like a cream cake or chocolate. So I grew up thinking that the way to cheer yourself up was to eat something naughty but nice and I continued in that pattern.

I realised some years ago that emotional eating was my problem. I would stick to a diet, lose pounds but as soon as some serious stress entered my life I would go right off the rails again and undo my good work. I thought if only I could get control of that then I could get slim.

With Sparkpeople I have been concentrating on eating healthy food that I enjoyed (not diet food) and using a smaller plate to reduce portion size a little. I track my food daily and look out for foods that bump up my total calories and try to cut them down. I haven't banned chocolate or cake or takeaways but it all gets tracked and I try to choose the lowest calorie option that I really enjoy. If I start to feel hungry I eat a healthy snack between meals.

The result has been a big reduction in sugar cravings, not feeling deprived or that I have to feel constantly hungry to lose weight and I am enjoying my food. And having hit my first major stress hurdle since starting with Sparkpeople, instead of heading for treats, I have been doing more crafting which absorbs my attention and makes me happy.

This wasn't a deliberate act. I didn't consciously try to sidetrack myself from emotional eating by crafting. It just happened. Something has changed inside. I didn't immediately head for comfort food. Woohoo! A little victory which I think will be a major turning point for me. Thanks little Wallace for helping me see that. RIP sweetheart x

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
PIGLETSMALL 7/29/2012 3:36PM

    Your cat was simply adorable. I'm so sorry he has passed away. I have also lost two dogs and a cat, so feel your loss.

I am so proud of you for finding something else to occupy your mind during this time. That's a massive breakthrough.

Thank you for commenting on my blog yesterday. That was very kind of you. x

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PINKANGEL73 7/24/2012 5:42AM

    Thank you ladies, your kind words are a help emoticon

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SUGARSMOM2 7/23/2012 12:20PM

  OH HE WAS BEAUTIFUL . sorry he died . 20 years he became a hugh part of your life . He will leave a big foot print in your heart picture makes him look like he could wake up and meow . emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon good job of not eating .

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STONECOT 7/23/2012 10:59AM

    Sorry about your beautiful boy, he's been a big part of your life so you're bound to miss him, but well done on holding your course, and not comfort eating.

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