Friday, July 20, 2012
Well, I was bad AGAIN. I made the mistake of getting a liquor bottle to keep in the house..that was DUMB. Its gone now of course. It brought up a lot of feelings. I was surprised that I acted completely the same as I did when I was drinking WAY too much when mom was sick. Here I thought I made progress. Ok, I know I have made progress since I have no desire to go out anf get a new bottle. It felt like I was SUPPOSE to drink it since it was in the house. I didn't get drunk on it except maybe twice but I took 1 to 3 shots every day I had it. Won't be doing that again.
I was suppose to read the next chapter of my Willpower book on Monday but my schedule as been hectic and I haven't had time to read anything (not like me at all). I had time planned for it but stuff kept coming up. I am hoping to get to it today..I have been sooo ready to move to the next chapter.
The good news is, I have been eating my fruits and veggies like crazy! I'm still addicted to the Eat Your Veggies smoothie. I made some amazing turkey chili last night and put a ton of mushrooms in it (yummmmm!!!!) and two different kinds of beans.
Ok, "lunch break" is over..back to the grind.