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Friday, July 20, 2012

Never have I ever had such a bad week as I have this past week. It has been such a roller coaster week...I did something very stupid, that hurt my husband very badly. I hope we can recover.

On the bright prodigal son is returning today! I haven't seen him since Christmas....that is the good.

The other good...even with as much stress that is in my life, I have not turned back to food for comfort. That is saying a lot. I just know that through my journey in this life, that I have not always made good choices...but, I always get up and try again. I hope that my husband can see how much I truly love him, and knows that I want to spend the rest of my life with him. After all, he has loved me in all shapes and sizes, and never complained about how I looked, and always said I was beautiful. Everything is on me this time. I let my depression, and selfishness get in the way of my relationship with so many people in my life. I can only pray, that through this, we both become stronger together, and that we both press on.

I have not slept for the past week, and my head is a bag of goo right now. I think once we both sleep...we will be better. I still hold on to hope. I still hang on to better, in all aspects of my life.
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    Best of luck
    2040 days ago
    Stay strong. Things will work out for you. Sounds like you have a strong relationship. Build on those strengths. I know how it is to have a son return. Enjoy it.
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    2042 days ago
    The fact that you are remaining positive means that good things will come. If he has loved you as you say in all shapes and sizes, etc., he will love you no matter what. Your marriage will be stronger for it in the long run. Congratulations on your son returning- I know you have missed him!
    2042 days ago
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