I'm starting the next chapter in my life....it will be what I make of it....as everything in our lives.

my first issue is I have not really slept, it is near 3am and once again no rest for me.....normally I wake at 4am to exercise, this won't happen today....it has been hot and humid here, I should be use to the heat but this house is not as the other....it has a lot of steps and the heat seems to rise to our bedroom....and no ceiling fan in there....

I'm trying to look for the positives in my new chapter and one is that I was delighted that yesterday Gary needed help moving a kitchen cabinet to accommodate our fridge, and my nephew and brother came to help. Then they talked for some time..it is wonderful for Gary to have guys to talk with and they have a lot in common....also I un packed about 10-15 boxes and found spoons and forks.... Gary will be happy I also found his coffee pot and will surprise him with coffee this morning....I have to find my tea pot.....
The Direct TV man was here yesterday and did hook up 2 TV's, I'm not real happy with the service, they advertise how there going to help you with your move but don't say there is a hefty fee for each hook up, this was not the case the last time we went through this....I refuse to pay an extra 45 dollars for each hook up, there get 6 dollars a month for each receiver, so we are sticking with 2 instead of the 5 we had before....

I went shopping and was disappointed in the local wal mart, not much selection like the one I was use too....I will have to explore the other that are further away....I always thought they were the same...

We did eat dinner at home last night thanks to my brother who brought us some home made chili...it was much appreciated....my legs are very swollen from the restaurant food I have been living on for the last week, not to say I have gained about 10 pounds, my size 10 jeans are tight....I'm working hard but still taking in to many calories yet seem hungry all the time.....I know stress is a huge part of my problem..once I get this house organized I'll be able to get a routine down....things are new , family is trying to help by taking us out and bring lots of goodies, having so much going on leaves me over whelmed.....Gary is enjoying is a lot....Beverly not so much....I need alone time....hopefully the newness will wear off and I will be able to find myself..
well I sure have rambled on here....
anyway bottom line, I'm making progress....
The smaller house will be a challenge, but this is only temporary, we will be looking for a house to by and plan on moving again with in the next year....OMG another move...lol

someday I will sleep again...