Wednesday, July 18, 2012
I realize the last time I wrote was in March, and while I feel bad that I haven't been on much since then, the most horrible part is, nothing has gotten any better in my absence. It's time to return to the doctor and make myself heard. I have given up, at least for this year, my dreams of completing the Tinkerbell Half Marathon and have lowered my expectations to just completing the 5k. It kills me that I have had to make this choice. And while everyone can say that I am not in fact failing or proving those that said I couldn't do it, right; I can't believe that. I still can't exercise. I am not losing any weight. I am not eating any better. Basically it all sucks. So it's time to stop whining about it and get something done. I don't even have a plan this time. I am just going to wing it for a while. Think good thoughts for me.
Onward and Downward,