Wednesday, July 18, 2012
I am so tried of being depressed all the time. I just want it all to end. I feel so worthless and unwanted. I have been dealing with depression for the pas five years and i can't deal with it anymore. I'm tired of peple telling me how much of a disapointment i am to them. Tired of my family being embarrassed of me . I can't handle it anymore. i just want to go under the covers and hide. I wish i knew what i did wrong to make my family hate me so much. I just want to belong some where but i don't. I will nver fit it. It hurts so much why can't it just stop? Sometimes i wish i could just disapear.