Monday, July 16, 2012
well I took a vaca day today because I wanted a 4 day weekend and took off tomorrow because I thought I would be looking into a new job, but he did not call today, and had a Dr apt for work comp, injured my knee at work in april and it still hurts , I have been trying to increase my workouts and last night the pain was so bad, it felt like my knee cap was moving, sharp, hold your breath kind of pain.
they got me into see and ortho, this Wednesday so at least i dont have to wait long on that , but aside from the pain and not getting in touch with the guy who asked me to call about a job, ( I have one just work with mean people, sounds like I am going over the top on that but I promise you I am not the only one that feels that way) so aside fromt hat me and my son had a screaming match, seems like no matter what I say or do , he has to argue and it wearsonb my nerves and makes it hard to shut down that inner voice,
I try to breath thru it and think about everything working out to the best , which I know it will just the mean time is hectic.
during these times I tend to over eat and not being able to exercise and get my cardio in makes it a little more stressful, yep it has been one of those days but I am looking forward to tueesday, where the sun will shine and today's problems are for the most part , just a memory