Monday, July 16, 2012
Sweet! A couple months ago I bought a pair of pants that was almost too small for me and that I could only wear it when I didn't breathe. A few weeks later I could comfortably fit into them and could finally say goodbye to the all the pants that got too big for me and were literally falling down. Now after having been on this wonderful site for almost three months, those new pants I bought start to get baggy and I need to wear a belt so I won't loose it. I wasn't really aware of that until I looked at myself in the mirror today. Who would have thought that these pants would slowly getting too big for me? I was so excited. It definitely was a motivation booster and the next thing I did was to grab a few pants that are a size smaller than the "new" pants and guess what? I can pull them up all the way!
I still have to loose some belly weight so I will be able to button up but a few weeks/months ago I wasn't even able to pull them up because of my "fat" thighs. I am HAPPY!
Things with the guy aren't going too well at the moment and I am not sure why. We have been talking like every day the past 4 months and things were amazing and I even agreed to meet, but we couldn't find a day that was working for both of us, so we haven't done that yet. Then since last Wednesday things are weird and I really have no clue what happened. I asked him if everything was okay between us and he said it was, but sometimes you just have a weird feeling. Maybe I am kinda overreacting and it is just my low confidence or maybe it is becuase he has been sick for a few days now. I don't know. I just hope it will get better again. We will see.