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The Rollercoaster of Emotion


Sunday, July 15, 2012

Ever have those days where emotion-raw, pure, intense emotion seems to come on like a flood? Yep, I thought you did too! That describes my yesterday. I have been struggling with nutrition the last two weeks and have gained weight in both of the last two weekly weigh-ins. I am still exercising regularly and don't feel particularly stressed, but emotion is flooding my soul.

I feel like getting down to my ideal weight is this elusive goal that I will never see, I feel discouraged because no one can tell I've lost 26 (I think now) lbs. At my weight, I will have to lose 100 lbs. before anyone even notices. And, I know I'm not doing it for the occasional, "Hey, have you lost weight?" but it sure would feel nice.

Now I don't really need any advice, just a listening ear, so I thank you for reading this. I continue on, through the emotion and on to that vision of myself that I know, with God's help, I can become.
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FORBANDE 7/16/2012 7:17AM

    I feel ya!! It would be great to have someone recognize all the hard work and dedication. Now is when ya probably need it the most. I know you will keep at it and do this!!

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BIGJIM5 7/16/2012 2:41AM

    YOU WILL GET THERE!! ME BEING SO BIG, IT ALWAYS TOOK ME LOSING 50 LBS BEFORE ANYONE SAID " HEY ARE YOU LOSING WT" PFFFT I THOUGHT IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN. BUT I KEPT GOING , THIS TIME I AM HAVING A HARDER TIME LOSING. ICK!! HANG IN THERE

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DOLPHINNUT 7/16/2012 1:27AM

    You're so right you can do this, with God's help! emoticon

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STRINGI719 7/15/2012 3:43PM

    You are so right... you CAN do it, with God's help. And it doesn't have to be overnight. I only had 61 pounds to lose, and it still took over 2 years! As long as you are constantly changing for the better, learning more, making better choices, getting healthier & stronger, then it doesn't really matter how quickly it happens.... it WILL happen!
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