Thursday, July 12, 2012
I ate like crap today, but I'm going to track it anyways... good or bad. I plan on going home after work doing my 30 day shred DVD, and then getting on the stationary bike. It's only about 20 min. and I don't have time for any excuses!! I'm not going to be eating mushrooms just because I didn't reach my weight loss goal, so it's time to REALLY make this happen.
I'm so ready for vacation in about 8 days! I have no idea what I'm going to pack as far as clothes are concerned, but I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually. I haven't taken a vacation in about 2 years so I'm looking forward to time away from EVERYTHING, but I'm slightly worried that it's not going to be quite as fun as I'm hoping it will be. My friend annoys me as much as I love her, but she's kind of a snob when it comes to certain things and it irritates me. She had mentioned something about her car not getting good gas mileage and I told her that we could always drive mine. She made some remark along the lines of will it even get us there and back. I tried not to really let it bother me, but it actually pissed me off. My car isn't that old, older than hers (by 3 yrs.) yes ... but maintenance has been kept up on it, and everything is kosher. She has also mentioned several times that she doesn't have as much money as she had originally thought to go on vacation with. Now it's really none of my business how much $$$ she does or doesnt have, but I don't want to go on vacation and not be able to do certain things just because she doesn't have the money to do so. Not saying I want to blow THOUSANDS of dollars on my vacation, but I want to do fun things. We are planning on packing lunches to the beach, and we are staying with her aunt & uncle so that should save us a decent amount of money. I don't know! I hope I'm just letting certain things bother me because I still have other stresses right now and I'm not officially on vacation yet but it does have me a little worried. I told her I wanted a drama free vacation because she creates MORE drama than is necessary out of things she reads on her phone and facebook, and she was like what do you even mean by that. I attempted to explain, and I just don't think she really gets it. I just don't want to be 100's of miles from home and here about everything that is going on while we are on vacation if you know what I mean?! and she is that type of person. I just want to ENJOY my vacation!!! Lol! I'm hoping she proves me wrong... Dear sweet baby jesus let her prove me WRONG! Lol. I'm just overly anxious about getting out of this state!! I always worry about everything, and then once I'm away I'm like completely stress free. Work has already asked me to come in early the 2 days before I leave, and I don't want to. My boss was like I'm giving you a whole week off and you can't even come in early. No! I really can't. I know that's selfish, but I really just don't want to be that stressed out the day before I leave, and I have ANOTHER job! What THE F@#$! don't they understand about that. Ughhhhhh! It's not my fault my other job is more awesome and actually gives me PAID VACATION days. Lol! Anywhooooooo... 8 days and I can finally flipping RELAX! ON A BEACH! WITH FRUITY ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES! : )
On a more positive note... I'm looking forward to spending time with Ryan this weekend! We are going to the park again, and grilling out there. It'll be nice! : )