Monday, July 09, 2012
I feel like a failure.
I know it sounds harsh but it's the truth. I lost 20 pounds three years ago and managed to keep it off for a couple of years, but here I am -- 20 pounds heavier than I was in November.
Granted, I had surgery and was immobile for 10 weeks. Granted, I've been diagnosed with mental illness and psychiatric drugs really screw with your metabolism.
But still, I feel like a failure.
I'm going to try to put that behind me and get motivated, knowing that SP has worked for me before. I'm starting to watch what I eat and am trying to get moving (even though my meds rob me of energy). I can walk for 30 minutes a day, right?
No more being a failure. Time to start being a Sparks success.