well in the last 6 monthes I have dialed 911 six times...been 1st on scene 4 car accidents, one we had a pitbull in our yard and wouldn't let us out of the doorway ( poor thing had to be darted) MOM having her stroke and Friday my worse nightmare coming true...finding a dear friend on her bedroom floor shot herself in the heart, barely still alive...calling 911...knowning when they took her away I would never see her alive again...I think about her 2 kids she left behind...her family...the guilt of her ex husband (as of june29th) and what he going thru...YEP I'm glad we have 911, but I'm tired of dialing it...