Yesterday I wanted to eat everything and everyone! I did NOT though so YAY!!!!
I also want acknowledge that I REALLY and I mean REALLY dislike weekends. It is full of 2 days (Sat & Sun) of complete BOREDOM and NOTHING to do except watch tv (blah) so it makes it sooooo hard to be "good" when all I want to do is go out and eat somewhere.
I start ST'ing again tomorrow. I also have a 5 mile run tomorrow. Today I need to get on treadmill for 30 mins and do Jillian Michaels iFit week 2 day 1.
Today was weigh in and I am down 4 lbs.
Weight: 166 (-4)
Hip: 41" (same)
Waist: 37" (same)
R Thigh: 23" (-.5)
R Arm: 11" (same)
R Calf: 14" (-.5)
Neck: 13" (same)
Body Fat %: 31.8 (only take it 1rst of month)- this is from June forgot to take it July oops
BMI: 31.4 (-.2)
Anywho...my accomplishments for yesterday were:
Ran 11 miles.
Answered day 2/30 of 30 things about me.
Read days worth of SP statuses/blogs.
Drank 19 8-oz cups of water.
Stayed in calorie range.
Got sticker for the day.
Now for today's Q&A.....
Day 3/20: Describe your relationship with your parents.
Oh geez. Really? Ok....I'll sum it up because anything/everything having to do with my parents is only dysfunction.
My father: I still talk to him every now and then. Though I can not stand him. I love him to death and am the only one who still talks to him. I call HIM to check on him. I have forgiven him for all the emotional, mental, and physical abuse. As well as molesting me. He has and will never change and will tell you himself that he is GOD. When he should have been there for me/cared all he did was blame me for his brother raping me for 7 years STRAIGHT. He did not raise me and I could say soooo much more, but it only sums up to..I love my "sperm donor" because I love myself and he helped create me. In the end I know I did everything/anything that I should and stuck by him. I am NOT who he is. :)
My mother: She is everything my father is because she sat by and watched it all happen, and when I asked for help she turned her back. Even today she does not want to acknowledge anything. She only looked out for herself. She is EVERYTHING a mother should NOT be. She is EVERYTHING I will NEVER be. Once again I love her because I love myself and she created me. I know I have done everything/anything I should with her as well.
I love my parents that is why I have unconditional love. If ever needed I am the one who will be by their side and have been so many times. They did their "best" in their books. In my books they taught me what I do not want to be.
That's all folks!