Friday, July 06, 2012
Today, I went to the lady doctor today. The doctor told me that if I don't get my diabietes under control, I will continue to develope more medical issues. To get my diabietes under control, I will need to loose the weight.
I did really good the first week on Spark when I followed the menu plan provided. The second week, I tried to do it on my own. Such a bad idea at this stage of the game. Out of the 7 pounds down, 5 were put back on.
I told my husband today what the doctor said, and he asked if I had thought about surgery. Of course I have not. Mostly becuase I know my mind is not in the right spot right now. I can tell he is getting frustrated about my weight and even talking about it. I try not to talk about it so much.
I hope I get things under control before I do unrepairable harm to this wonderful body that I had been given.