Wednesday, July 04, 2012
Today I watched Bobby cook BBQ ribs. When I went to put together my grocery order, wouldn't you know it, Safeway had ribs and BBQ sauce on sale. I put both in the cart. Then put them back. I'd be left with about 3 1/2 lb of ribs to eat by myself, and I'm guessing my crock pot ribs would taste nowhere near as good as his. But it was a major fight. I wanted those ribs! And there hasn't been a decent BBQ place around here since Ludy's Texas BBQ closed down ten years ago.
The heat and the depression are wearing me down. I feel like I can barely move. I feel like I need to apologize for being so depressed. I even had to undo several large parts of the picture I'm cross-stitching for my dining room (misread those little blue symbols on the chart).
I know I need to make changes, but beyond bagging the trash in the kitchen (which I just did), I hardly know where to start.