Tuesday, July 03, 2012
I am feeling very down tonight... my body is screaming for something sweet to eat... and it is really making me crazy.. I am moody, and sensitive. I really just want to cry. I hate that this is hard. I hate that I am this weak. I have always held myself as a strong person... nothing really gets to me... but it does get to me. I hate the way I look and I hate the way I feel. I feel like I will never get it right... hopeless, defeated... and alone.