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Monday, July 02, 2012

This is another blog of listing everything Currently annoying me. Have fun!

GaH! Something is wrong with my laptop. Using Google Chrome, I Can't make "C, H and V" into lower Case letters. Every time you see them in this blog, it is because of a god-like tool known as spell-check!

My elbow is Crazy sore. Who knew you lean on your elbow and/or bend it this much during a day?? Also getting sweat in it is pretty painful (turns out, even though band-aids are waterproof, it doesn't really include sweat!). I think the bruise Hurts worse than the stitches do.

I weighed myself today. I am at 248!. WTF. That is Higher than my Highest weight to my recollection. I just started TOM, but really? Now. To be fair to that damn scale (although, who wants to do that!?), my eating Has been rather inconsistent. I've been really High. I Have been working out a lot, but I need to remember that it doesn't give me permission to pig out!

Also, I've been reading a lot of blogs lately that are like this, "the first 50 fell off so easy (or ya know, something similar)". !!!! Where is mine?? I Have struggled to loose every stinkin pound. And Had only gotten as far as 25 (last summer when I was working on a KY Horse farm). I don't want to be bitter. But I really do wish I Could Have it just a bit easier. So I didn't feel like I was fighting myself all the time.

Sad, sad ranges:

In a remote Happy note. Take a look at tHese fitness minutes!!

I've been watching that MTV show "Awkward". I love it. I am a sucker for an underdog. But I Have been personally struggling with the whole not-Having-a-boyfriend thing. And she as two. I Have especially Had a Hard time while playing on a Co-Ed softball team on summer, which was my Classmates and their significant other. (Last softball game was last weekend - sad!) So yeah.

The barn manager is being a bitch about me Coming out to ride. Unfortunately, there isn't really another place for me to go. And since I don't Have my own Horse, I Have to deal.

I Have a friend in town (technically the next town over) from PA. She is telling me she is incredibly busy and doesn't know if she Can squeeze any time with me in. I told Her I would bend over backwards to accommodate Her even. We were super best friends and roommates for 3 years! But no. She is too busy finding wedding Venues and Crap.

GaH! I am even depressing myself. I will measure myself later tonight after my shower and update ya'll on that. I am going to track that damned number and just re-weigh myself next week!

To end this depression I will leave you with this:

I am off to go to my riding lesson. Still Hot as Hades out there, but it will work. Hopefully, my ride will Calm my recent frustrations - Firestorm usually Has that effect on me :)

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MOMASAURUS 7/3/2012 2:02PM

    You could try planning your meals out for the day, and try doing this for a week to see if it helps out at all. If you plan to have treats as well make sure you count those into your planning. I absolutely had to plan out everything because I had horrible eating habits.

It's good to vent when you're having a bad day! I'm sorry things seem dismal at the moment. I hope you're feeling better soon!!

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LEXIEEE14 7/3/2012 12:05PM

    Hey I totally get you on the boy thing! It can be really hard when everyone else is pairing up around you. Hope the riding gets better and I'm sure if you are exercising your shape will change! Maybe you're putting on muscle??

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