Sunday, July 01, 2012
You know something, I am one of those people they call "know it all's". Yes I can admit that. If I don't have the answer I will research for hours until found. Well today, I realized that I have been losing more than gaining. When I say losing, i mean friends, co-workers, family and so on.
In church, I broke down because even if I am a know it all, I never commit myself to anything. So truly I am not a "know it all". I don't know enough to trust and believe in the Bible, which I pickup several times a week and read daily. Therefore why should I expect God to bless me with anything. I think about my weight struggles. Yes, I feel like I am giving 99% but in the back of my mind, I am telling myself I am going to fail, because its too hot outside to drive to the gym, i didn't plan the right meal, I'm too tired to workout, if I eat a cookie it will be okay because I deserve one after working out....Its clear... I'm not committed.
I needed to hear this today and everyday to remind me the meaning of true commitment.
Ask yourself are you really committed?