I have no doubts that the after pics will look fantastic! Your before ones dare I say don't look awful - it's about where I stand right now. Be strong, be confident and be consistent! You can do it!
your before pic is kinda where my now pic is at. My before pics (didn't even have them) were waaaaaay worse that you may think yours is; my point being to offer you support and encouragement even when times get tough