Friday, June 29, 2012
Well, First of all, thank you all for the hugs and helpful encouragement on my anger blog. I feel the love!
I prayed about it and was able to see and end to the anger. I became proactive and within 18 hours I lined up a few hours of work per week starting next week. That will help and especially will help me feel like I'm contributing. I haven't told my hubby yet, can't wait to surprise him.
Though I ate a bazillion cookies while under the influence of my anger, I am not beating myself up over it. I ate them rather than have a blow out which before would have included my hitting the wall with my fist. I don't know which behavior is more ridiculous. I haven't done that in ages as my self esteem has improved and I rarely get angry even.
Again, thanks for all the love!