88 Days & Yep, I Am Counting!
Iím down to 88 days until my final court date for my divorce. That still seems like a VERY long time!
I have totally failed on my goal that I set in my last blog; I havenít even put my AM/PM stretch video in the DVD player! Iím terrible at goal setting & I know that, I always seem to set myself up for failure.
I am really looking for some ďAccountability BuddiesĒ. Some Sparkers that are maybe interested in texting each other, not through communicating through Sparkmail, or regular e-mail. Something a little more personal. If you are interested, you can leave me a message on my blog, or send me a private Sparkmail so we can exchange cell numbers.
Since I have been living with just my dogs, I seem to put off things, lay around more & make poor exercise decisions, so what have I gone & done now? I start working a 2nd job tomorrow morning! Yep, it will get me up off the couch, out of the recliner & off the bed! I will be waiting tables at a local cafť weeknights & on the weekends! Iím not doing this because I need the money; I am doing this because I need something to focus on other than all the negativity that is happening in my life right now! I have worked two jobs before & know that at first it is going to be hard, but once I get used to it, it wonít be so bad!
I can tell myself that I will go home & do chores that I know need to be done, but once I get home, I donít do them, I set around & think too much! This way I will someone counting on me to be somewhere, I canít put it off. Plus, the money wonít be a bad thing either, I can start saving to make all the necessary and not so necessary improvements / changes that I need / want to make to my house! Things that have been put off because either the soon to be ďXĒ didnít want to do them, didnít think they were important, etc.
I really feel that this is a positive step forward in my new life! I also hope that it will help make the time go by faster waiting out the next 88 days!
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Yaíll have an awesome weekend!!