Thursday, June 28, 2012
Well this challenge is just like all the others. I am not doing so well. Between my mother in law dying, my cat having to be put down and having money issues I have decided I am depressed about everything. This challenge I gained a total of 2 pounds and I have to say I am glad it was only 2. During this challenge I decided to change things up at the end and stop doing zumba 4 times a week and try and get up early to workout. That was 4 weeks ago and I haven't gotten up early once.
My goals for the next challenge is to get over this depression hump and start working on me. Get up early and workout for at least 30 minutes. But this requires going to bed early which is tough since I do EVERYTHING at the house and by the time I get the kids to bed and clean up it is almost 1030pm!!! SO we will try harder to get this stuff done before the kids go to bed so I have time to relax. The next challenge I would like to get down to where I was which is 235 and I am at 260 now. Very sad that I have gained almost ALL of my weight back and I haven't lost anyweight since I joined the gym almost 3 years ago. I should just go back to walking every day for 45 minutes cuz that seemed to work. Only thing with that is I was pushing the kids in a stroller and they are 6 now LOL. Well i dunno if this is what I was supposed to reflect on but hard to reflect when you feeling down.