Well, I found my serenity room again. Took all the junk out and re-organized over the weekend. It gave me so much peace to be in there again. I even stop in and just look when I busy with other things. I started journaling again and as always, am totally suprised by what comes out. I going to bed early and taking it easy, just giving myself a break for a couple weeks. My friend and I are planning a girls weekend in August and I'm so excited about it. I can't wait. But, for the first time, I'm not obsessing about how much weight I could lose before we go. She loves me for me and has definitely seen me at my worst, so I can chill and just be me. I can't wait, I need a girls time out so bad!!!! I went back on my antidepressant that I thought I could do without and it's helping. I guess I just had way too much in a short period of time and now it's catching up with me. But, even though I'm not tracking right now, I do get on the scale every Wednesday and was amazed that is was exactly the same as last week. so, things are looking up. Hope everyone is having a good day!!! Thanx for listening!!!