Wednesday, June 27, 2012
I know the title might seem a bit strange however I have been extremely sick lately throwing up, sweats, constantly nauseated, fatigued etc.. now some of you out there that might read this are mother and know what I am getting at now of course I have a child and still was too stupid to realize it but yes ladies and gentleman I am PREGNANT!!! I am wild and very happy I am not in my second trimester and being the superstitious person I am waited till now or about a week ago to tell people besides my immediate family. I am crazy I know but my first child didn't even have a crib till he was 3 months old, I wanted to wait to the last minute to get everything because I didn't want to jinx anything and he ended up coming out 3 weeks early and when I ordered everything it came a month and some later so you can see now that I am a crazy superstitious person.
So here is the deal, I have gained 9 pounds in the past 4 months now that might not sound like a lot but for me I am petrified I am falling into my old ways and I will be back in the same position I was after my first kid which made me get on to sparkpeople and work my butt off to get healthy. So I sat down with my dr. yesterday had a frank eating conversation and he told me I can be on spark people and I should loose a couple of pounds if I am that scared because I will be gaining hopefully the majority in the last trimester.
So here I Sit obviously eating more then the 900 to 1000 calories a day I was eating before but I am watching how balanced my meals are and tracking my walking, I can't get my heart rate too up because I have asthma and already having trouble breathing with this new baby growing and taking my air so my dr. is worried I will have a hard time breathing in hard cardio and that can affect the baby, so i got a pass to a swimming pool and got a new big girl tankini and I WILL SWIM AND I WILL WALK EVERYDAY ALMOST!!!
There is something to be said about people who do this for themselves and make their life different like all of you are doing, I am doing it for me but I am also doing it for someone else someone who relies on me 100 percent how can I let HIM/HER down?? I can't so I am back bigger, but better!!