Monday, June 25, 2012
This one was a little harder than last and there was less stress! Go figure! For whatever reason, the farther out I get from smoking, the harder it becomes. (Shouldn't that be the other way around?) I've gained a few pounds. I'm not beating myself up for it though. I know that I'll probably put on some weight in trying to quit. I just have to make sure I don't use one vice to stave off another!
So, another week started. Still not speaking with either my mom or my mil. I know at some point I'm gonna have to bite the bullet(s) and do it. It's just my mom...well I'm tired of her useing silence to get what she wants (that and I'm still not 100% sure why she's angry with me!) and my mil...she just keeps opening her mouth and saying what I consider to be nasty things about my youngest son. For whatever reason, she seems to feel that he's not "apart" of the family because he came into the family after her husband died. He's like a second class citizen or something. That I'm having issues with and it's getting harder and harder to "overlook" her idiotisms. So, that's where things stand right now.
Hope everyone's Monday is great!