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Monday, June 25, 2012

It is really late, and I am so frustrated with myself! I lost those three pounds, and hit a new low - then promptly gained them back!

The buts are:
1.I have been living out of boxes for 3+ weeks and haven't been making great food choices. They aren't really choices, more like the drive-thru of shame.

2.I'm stressed out by this whole grown-up buy a house crap!

3. School is out, and the oldest is on-again off-again sick.

But but but!

Well, I can't make any more poor choices tonight, my belly uncomfortably full of chips and pop and a sandwich, but I can start RIGHT NOW making good choices - I am guzzling the water. Of course all that crappy food has so much sodium I need to flush it out. And I am going to swim tomorrow, that always help me.

I will also go stock-up, in a small way on some healthy groceries.

The catalyst for me today was talking to a friend who is going through a really hard time right now, much harder than anything I can complain about and she is taking control, hitting the gym and is so much happier for it. I am always impressed by her determination to overcome incredible odds. She will be my new muse for a re-launch.

My next blog is going to be an ecstatic treatise on how I took control and everything is going my way!
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  • JMRUDY24
    My heart goes out to you my friend! Such a challenging time for you. Once you finally move into your new wonderful home the relief will be so great - you will cry tears of joy! You will be dropping anchor soon and the pounds will come drop off as well.
    Be gentle with yourself. I am starting again too. Let's lovingly put good foods in our body and honorjavascript:%20void(0); the beautiful goddess we are emoticon
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