Monday, June 25, 2012
I made a promise to myself that I would write down my feelings when I am upset so I don't eat instead. For me writing is such a better choice. I feel so good about doing this. It helps me to get it off my chest. Today I have had some challenges. I believe that challenges aren't a bad thing it is all about how you handle them. I had come home from work today and found an evitction notice on my front door from my landloard. He said I was in violation of the trailer park rules because I had a swimming pool in my yard. Its been there for 3 years and this is the first time anyone has had an issue with it. So I went to talk to the park manager about this. In our conversation he said something about one of the neighbors and I said I didn't know if that was true or not. He got mad at me and called me a "BITCH"............! I walked off and when home leaving him standing on his porch saying I don't know what as I wasn't listening. So this is how I handled it. I went and vented my frustrations to my neighbor ( new friend) and then later I took my aggression out on an hour workout with my weights. I wasn't going to let what he said get the best of me. I also prayed that God would take care of him. To be honest it was not what I needed to hear today. I do have enough stuff on my plate right now and don't need anymore. I am meeting with the Judge tomorrow to finalize my divorce so I didn't need the manager calling me a bad name. So in closing I do know that when life hands you lemons you can make lemon aid. So I made lemon aid by lifting weights and writing my feelings down. Then later I will be making more lemon aid by taking my pool down so I don't get evicted.