Sunday, June 24, 2012
I guess I just start somewhere.
I've been having conflicts with myself over my weight for a while but it wasn't until my new primary doc gave me a polite reaming on Friday that I decided I needed to get accountable again. She told me that my weight is at the bottom of my issues right now and if I don't get myself together, things will not get better. Well...
I have 2 new twin nieces that almost weren't born and have been fighting for their lives. It looks like they've at least gotten themselves out of the immediate danger zone, the least I can do is try to put myself in order enough so I can go on a plane and see them! Of course it's mandatory that I also attend graduation and their weddings.
I see it as I have a choice, I can spend the time I have left here on this planet functioning, happy, healthy and whole or miserable, unhealthy and defeated. Hmmm wonder what way I want to live? Some days I'm not sure but right not, right here in this moment, I can tell you I want to be on the healthy side of things.
I'm not going to say this is will be easy but I need to hang on and hang in when things get hard... and fight the beast.
Time to move! And explore the loads of changes on SP... the tools to use in good times and in bad.