Sunday, June 24, 2012
I am starting a new chapter in my life I am in the process if making life changing decisions. I am going to have gastric bypass surgery on August 6th and I am excited and scared at the same time my husband is feeling the same way but he said something the other night that just warmed my heart he said that he is worried because the love of his life is going to have surgery and that it scares him. this is such a big thing for someone to say to me because I never thought that I would be lucky enough to have someone that loves me so much and that I matter so much to him. I know that may sound like of course he feels that way that he loves you he is your husband but it was a long way comming to come to the place that I was able to let someone love me and to believe that someone loves me.
we now back to the RNY surgery that I have scheduled I say my surgon for the first time on Friday my mom went with me to the apptment and he explained things so well and answered all of our questions and was truthful about the surgery and the post op and that he is there for the followup I really did like his attitude and feel very comortable that he is going to be the one doing the surgery.
I am worried about taking time off work with the job that I do I definatly have the PTO time but it is very hard to get away from my work it will pile up and but I have to see that this is something that is very important and that they can do without me for a little bit and that the work will be there when I get back