Friday, June 22, 2012
I've attempted a diet more times than I can count on my fingers. At only 19 it feels like I've spent most of my life trying to lose weight. I always thought I went on a diet to lose weight to look better for the society but in reality, I just wanna feel good about myself because I'll admit. I have no self esteem whatsoever. Ever since I was 7, I've been bullied about my weight and it has motivated me a little but then I think "why do I care that other people judge me?" and I get off track. Well now, I am going to diet to feel better not please anyone but myself. My best friend, Jess is there for me always. She is the only one who knows my weight and the only one who cares enough to remind me that I need to focus on my diet and for that, I thank her. because support is always needed.
You are either 100% supporting me or 100% against me.