It was so HOT and humid in New York yesterday!
Neverthelss i decided to go visit Moma.
Took the train from Pleasantville,armed with my survival kit-bag with almonds, vegetable chips,water my pills, a small book, maps, well charged telephone, money, comfortable shoes and my big desire.
I had not realize how HUGE my hunger for experiences was or maybe i knew quite well its devastating size..
And then again how on earth am i so easily satisfied- at least Peter said so..
The same attitude as to food, maybe.
I prefer food that is easily accesible, takes very short to be prepared , is "handy"
as if i could not stand to stay in the "without" mode in the absence status .
Ok there's the thing to exercise.: resist the "unfilled", resist absence and non immediate satisfaction without deviate to THE EASY WAY TO get pleasure of a "non satisfaction" mode...
My heart was so open ,
almost tears came in my eyes looking at Giacometti's "the palace at 4 am" the mother's almost haunting figure pulled a bag of feelings from inside out .....
Such a big hunger for motivation and
then it was closing time and i was almost kicked out.
Then Katerina came to pick me up and i had the chance to meet her friend ,Peter, i had such very brain stimulating and motivational discussion together eating Thai food and .My senses were fully satisfied i could not even feel the 97 degrees while walking to our car.
I wished Peter had more time to spend.
Once more a small lantern had been lit to show me how and which way to be happier,