Thursday, June 21, 2012
When I read the last blog I had written, I was amused in a way, not knowing at the time how horrible things would turn out for me at that Mexican Restaurant. I learned, that not everything that looks good to do IS really a good thing to do. I wrote how excited I was to work there...but, after the third day, I was feeling humiliated about the fact that I was once a hard-working individual who loved his job, and did a lot of good for older individuals, plus...I was making a decent wage.
For those four days, I almost wept in public with every swipe of that dish cloth; cleaning those dirty tables. I knew I didn't belong there; it wasn't what I wanted or loved. It was very depressing after a while. Then I would think of how horrible people treated me; for NO apparent reason. How unfair was that? It's a terrible thing to go through, when others don't seem to care, taking away your job, your health insurance, your pride and even half of your life. When I left my job, part of myself was destroyed as well. What I loved best had come to an end, and all because of someone else's evil and uncaring heart.
But, life will be better now and I will burn the bridges I had crossed. I have learned so much, and even though I will never forget the terrible actions of those individuals I had known, I will accept the fact that I've learned from the mistakes of others, and can now go on with my life and be happy once again.
Have a Great Day, my Spark friends!