So I did find out that I will be getting what my company calls "grantee bonus" while I'm in training and if I under stood right it will be 3 to 600$ on top of my hourly pay. August is when I will be out of training and actually selling things, which is good and bad all at the same time...lol. Well not bad just different I guess you could say. I'm going to go from a 8-5 mon- friday, weekends off schedule to a not set retail schedule. The store's hours I'm going to are 10am to 9pm mon-saturday and 10-6 on sunday(Mall hours). The good thing is that I can workout before work and not have to get up at the butt crack of dawn to do it. the down fall to that is now that I finally met a really, really good guy who treats me like a queen has the opposite schedule. He works 730 to 4 mon- friday with weekends off, lol figures hu...lol . I am doing my best to look at the bright side and it is hard for me to see one. We have been really enjoying each others company these last 5 weeks. I broke the news to him yesterday and he was like WTH! Basically I get one weekend off a month and every other sunday off. He said, I'm already so used to spending time with you almost every day. I replied, yea I know but that's retail and Im blessed to have a job period. Then he said well we will figure something out. I replied yea, lets just enjoy the weeks I have left with our matching schedules and he agreed. So that is what we are going to do. We will figure the rest out when August comes. The only thing I am getting from this change is the saying goes" absence makes the heart grow founder" (I think that's the saying any ways..lol) I mean he can always come to the mall to spend my breaks with me. It did just hit me that, at least we will have almost 3 months to get to know each other before the schedule change so Im gonna be thankful for that and just make it through today!!!! There is a reason behind all of this change in my life and its just not time for me to know. What I need to do is just be excited that the lord has all kinds of plans for me this year, weather I like them or not, lol. I am grateful that the lord is giving me all this attention, lol. Good things are brewing, I CAN JUST FEEL IT!!!! thank you for listening!!