Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Do you ever feel in your life like you wish there was a remote control on life? That you could just fast forward past the sad/bad parts or rewind back to the good parts? That's how I feel lately. Like I just want to press the rewind button and go back to when things were easy and good. But you can't. All you can do is move forward and life already seems to have the fast forward button pressed down extra hard. I know that to get to the good parts again I gotta get through the rough parts. Today is just one of those rough days that I never thought would ever come for me. A chapter in my life is coming to an end and I have to prepare myself for the upcoming chapter. It's going to be a chapter full of 1st and never before happenings. Most days I know I'm up for the challenge, but today is one of those days I just don't know. I wonder if I have the strength to put one foot in front of the other. But in the end I always have the strength, how? Because there is just no other option. Giving up is not an option and failure is not an option. So for now I just have to find the diamonds inside the lump of coal. I know I'm covered in dirt now but soon I'll be shining as brightly as the brightest star. I know a little bit sappy on this post but today was just one of those days I wish I could just fast forward.