Well... it seems that life can move along quickly these days...

I have met so many goals lately it is somewhat overwhelming right now.... just trying to keep myself moving in the right direction for now, until reality catches up my conscious self.

I have lost over 110 lbs... this is amazing... I feel amazing, look amazing but am still trying to figure out why I am not quite happy. I know I still have a ways to go, that's not it... I have had to struggle every day lately just to eat enough and exercise regularly... I am doing my best, but its the eating enough thing that is the hardest. I have to try and kick myself in the butt right now... this is such an important moment in my journey.

I have also managed to get out of the obese category... Yeah! I am just overweight now! What a feeling! I know it won't be long until i am a healthy weight... i believe in my self and know I will get the job done!

I am still working out almost twice a day.. 1 hour of cardio in the morning... and I have now added yoga to my regime... I plan on doing yoga in the evenings 5 days a week... found a great studio and bought an unlimited pass that goes into september... I find this experience is giving me an inner peace that I have needed for such a long time... mixed with lots of great breathing and stretching... it might just help me find my balance (pun intended).

Life has been moving along quite quickly... especially since I decided to added dating to the mix... Some of you may have read that I was dating a firefighter earlier this month... well i'm not quite sure what happened there... He decided that we should continue seeing other people and if we are still interrested in each other in two weeks, we will give it a go.. ? What the hell? He said his feelings were too strong for me so soon and he didn't what to get hurt... That I needed to make sure that I really wanted to be with him first... He thinks I won't want him in two weeks... what the hell? I never had these problems when I was fat... he told me he loved me the day before he said we should see other people... any insight peeps? I told him I was perfect just as I am... and that seeing other people wasn't necessary... now he's not talking to me.

Well, life is awesome, aside from getting hurt by men.... I will continue to improve on my personal journey and let the rest of life sort it self out on its own... If there is anything I have learned in this process, it is that you must take care of yourself first... then worry about others. So... lots of yoga... friends... healthy eating and loving myself.

Have a healthy day everyone!