Monday, June 18, 2012
On my walk/run today I noticed how much I miss my dog. I used to have him to push me when I wanted to stop, or to talk out a problem, or just to have someone there when I was running. Things aren't the same without him and never will be, but I must move on for me. I gained back all the weight I lost after his death and I feel miserable not to say the least. I still get up in the morning not wanting to do anything. What a death of a loved one and a pet can do to us humans. I made a pledge to myself to live a fuller life, but with my weight and mood how can I do just that? I don't feel sorry for myself, just alone on my walks and at night while watching tv, he was always by my side. I am not getting another pet, chances of me getting another one with his personality is very slim, so how do I just move on? By knowing that maybe this will give me a chance to fins HUMAN contact and know I did the right thing for him and myself.