Saturday, June 16, 2012
When I hit 89 pounds lost, I decided it was time to donate the fat clothes I had to buy over the past two years. What a waste of money - gah!
It felt so good to purge those clothes. I'm not sure why I was hanging on to them. But it was time for them to go. I tried on a lot of them to see how far I've come and it was truly astonishing.
Clothes of that size will never, never! be back in this house again.
I'm fitting back into my jeans from 2 years ago. I still don't look as good in them as I did, but I can button them and wear them!!!
I went shopping the other day and bought all XS and S tops and a size 2 pant!! It feels good to be so close to my original size, but it's also a little frustrating because I want to be there so bad. But I'm feeling so much better about myself. I still have days where my self confidence is low and I feel like a fat cow and hate people seeing me eat, etc. But in general, I'm feeling good. I want to hang out with friends again, go and do things, live life!
AND! Because I'm feeling so good and life is getting organized again, we've started planning our wedding - officially! We've set the date, booked the venue and photographer and are busy, busy!
*4 pounds to 1st goal,
*9 pounds to awesome-sauce
Keep up the good work SP friends!!