i am so freaking depressed. i feel like ill never start my diet again and im sure ive probably gained all my weight back. tonight chris and i got in another fight, and i am scared. i FINALLY found my old journal i thought i had lost and i was reading through it and thi is kinda how me and will broke up we were spending a lot less time together arguinng alot more and then we broke up. of course chris isnt chetaing on me and im pretty sure he doesnt want to break up, but still. we havent done it in like forever and im getting my period so it will be another week. im so depressed, i really need to start working ou again.

plus i have a lot of homework i havent done yet and school starts again monday. and my kitty is next to me couching up a lung he sounds like hes gonna die now, he has gotten worse and im sad i dont want him to die.