The good, the bad, & the weekend
Friday, June 15, 2012
Its friday!!!! Yayyy *happy dance* lol. I am so ready for my weekend, work work work all week long, come friday Im draggin & Im so ready for that 2 day break.. (psh, what I mean by break is tryin to cram all the things I dont have time for during the week in 48 hours..easier said than done.. but whatev, I'll take it.)
I fell off the wagon a few times this week with my eating habits.. Im so good all day at work, and I dont know if Im just not eating enough calories or what, I know before I was pregnant I was eating 1200 (sometimes a lil less, sometimes a lil more) cals a day. NOW, to be honest I dont know how many Im suppose to have?! Different websites tell you so many dif. calorie quotes for being pregnant.. its confusing. But the point is when I get home from work Im ravenous, and tryin to get dinner cooked (if Im up to it) I'll start munching on things inbetween.. then after dinner I'll be like OOH, I want some fruity pebbles (No PAULA! no no no.) vicious cycle.. so Im definitely blaming the baby :) my fiancÚ made the comment a week or so ago & laughed at me saying how its so funny now how he sees me eating things, that he knew I never would of sat down with & let myself have.. like the oreo birthday ice cream.. from the carton! :( Not sure how to take that, lol. Last night I went and grabbed the ice cream.. sat down with it, and started munching on it after dinner (DOH!) I got soo aggitated with myself after a minute of eating it, I got up threw it in the sink and filled the carton up with water so I wouldnt be able to eat anymore, & I def wont buy any of it. I just get so grrr with myself.. dont know why in the hell I do it, my will power has been for the birds lately.. I know alot of it has been my mind set, even though I know I shouldnt choose something I do choose to eat.. Im like, ehh Im pregnant, a little wont hurt me, but NO-- this is not the way to think, pregnant or not. & it does hurt me, & my eating habits! I gotta really work on that.
I did manage to get in walking on all my breaks at work, so anywhere from 30-45 mins each day, except 1 of the days it was pouring rain.. I walked around inside, but not the same to me. The next 3 day are going to be me focusinig and trying to get my will power back.. try to be healthy as possible, get in my exercise, & not give into to any cravings/temptations.. and its the weekend.. AHHH, wish me luck!