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SUEKKY
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I just cant seem to be consistant

Friday, June 15, 2012

I dont know why I keep doing this to myself. I just keep causing myself to fail. Since the last time I weighed in I have gained 4 pounds. Not a huge amount but I can sure feel it. Plus I have been eating so badly that my body feels bad.. bloated, heavy... just bad.

Today I have decided to put on my HRM for the entire day to see just how many calories I am burning a day. My idea was to wear it everyday to see if I can work on burn more calories each day.

I just cannot stand the way I feel, Then my next thought goes to my stomach. I have had two children, both cesarean and I just dont see myself losing this flap of a pouch without having it cut off. But dont want to even think about doing that until i get and can stay at my goal weight.

So here I am, yet again taking baby steps to get myself back into taking better care of myself. I just HAVE TO DO THIS!
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  • CHUBBYBUMPER
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    179 days ago
  • LINDAMARIEZ1
    keep trying and do not give up! I think u r doing great!

    spark hug
    442 days ago
  • KSCARLE71
    I think your very smart to avoid surgery and yes any gain can fel like alot when you work hard to lose. Please keep up the work and know it will happen. I have had four children and my daughter (one of them) has been pregnant six times. Two are living, two has had to be surgically removed because they died in the womb. One caused part of her tube on one side to be removed and one is buried over in Carollina near her mother in laws house. You can do it.

    I also think you should get more active on the treadmill site. I really like the treadmill but noticed it wasn't very active.

    1561 days ago
  • SBLACKWELL93
    Alot of time when we do this we need to take a step back and evaluate our feelings and what processes go on that make us fall. Mine is family stress. I have been heavy for 18 years and it is hell to lose it. I can get to the 270's and then i go back up. something always happens. But we just got to keep fighting. If we have to keep re evaluating and starting over than we need to.

    I have had baby with a c section too. Needless to say when i lose weight it looks like i got a but on the front of my body. That is what is hurting you there is your negativity towards your stomach and what the c sections have done to your body. Don't think about what it has done but what you can do for yourself and when the time comes then worry about the surgery to remove it. In the mean time just re build your muscles the best you can.
    1565 days ago
  • WILSON1926
    JUST KEEP TRYING UNTIL IT BECOMES A HABIT, USUALLY ABOUT 21 DAYS IN A ROW

    GOOD LUCK
    MICHAEL

    1565 days ago
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