Friday, June 15, 2012
I dont know why I keep doing this to myself. I just keep causing myself to fail. Since the last time I weighed in I have gained 4 pounds. Not a huge amount but I can sure feel it. Plus I have been eating so badly that my body feels bad.. bloated, heavy... just bad.
Today I have decided to put on my HRM for the entire day to see just how many calories I am burning a day. My idea was to wear it everyday to see if I can work on burn more calories each day.
I just cannot stand the way I feel, Then my next thought goes to my stomach. I have had two children, both cesarean and I just dont see myself losing this flap of a pouch without having it cut off. But dont want to even think about doing that until i get and can stay at my goal weight.
So here I am, yet again taking baby steps to get myself back into taking better care of myself. I just HAVE TO DO THIS!