Wednesday, June 13, 2012
How am I going to deal with all of the challenges that "GOD" has placed before me. I am trying to save my home from foreclosure, and I am trying to figure out where to come up with the $300 I still need to pay the power and one other bill by tomorrow. I am so over this constant struggling to survive every month. I wish that I was physically able to go to work and provide for myself by ever since that dumb bimbo hit my car in 1998 my life has slowly gotten harder and harder to make ends meet. I will say one thing my food expenses have gone down over the last few months that I have been on the pre surgery or as I call it the remove the fatty liver syndrome. I am just so over the every day battles to survive financially, it has gotten so old. I can only hope and pray that "GOD" hears and answers my prayers for help, because I certainly do need it. I am so very thankful for all of my blessings,so dent get me wrong. I am now just VERY anxiously awaiting for my surgery day to get here. I AM so excited about the future and praying for my success with my journey to LIVE a healthy life.